This is a midnight-ish post while waiting for my hair to dry and before my 7:30am shift later this morning. Recently, I've shared our interest on the playlist, "OPM 2025–2026 Late Night Playlist Mix." This single-handedly brought back me and my partner's interest in OPM.
Amongst the artists on the playlist, one stood-out to us the most and that was, December Avenue. Their music had a particular charm and maybe because of us being old-time otakus, it somehow reminded us of 2000's anime music. The more we listened to their songs the more we appreciated their storytelling prowess. How their best ones set them apart in terms of depth through the song build-up, melody, lyrics and vocals. I'm scrambling my brain for the right words but really, they just hit hard. Their songs have feelings to them... or perhaps this is out of nostalgia and is just the type of music me and my partner resonate to.
Though most of their songs are sung in Tagalog, if you're one that gets attracted to music through its melody or how it sounds (most especially after learning about the lyrics) then it's nice to give December Avenue a shot.
Also, just as when we got into their music, we found out too late of their Polaris Tour for Australia and New Zealand. We caught wind of the news exactly on the week of their performance and there was no space for me to wiggle and request for an early out on a Friday evening from work. So, we missed their concert... and the regret has been sinking in deeply week after week.
Felt listening to this song when depression& agitation was about to engulf my emotions last night. And to my surprise, the song felt so perfect for the "moment."
Give Me A Smile (Comfort Song) by: Jung YongHwa
Thisis probably one of the best(very sweet, heartfelt, sincere) comfort songs out there.
1 more day left before the official start of classes *sigh* Basically I think I've done nothing fruitful today and of the whole summer vacation. Nothing as planned did ever happened except that I've fully utilized my time for totally being a lazy bum.
Have quite a number of tabs in here with nico nico ( & youtube) stuffs and its sad how adding "Favorites" in the site is only limited (I don't know if its the real deal but I can't favorite anymore vid. unless I delete one).
So here are just a few plus you guys gotta love them!
mood: surprised icon: castanets music: Feel so Good - Supercell
Was gaping a couple of times exactly like that icon LOL. It started when I was viewing ASK and Hanatan's Kirai Suki duet at youtube. Browsed some more random dubs of the same song when I eventually came across this cover.
Their name's were written in Katakana so I though some singers from Nico Nico made the collab. I looked into the comments and spotted two names, "Apol & Haru". The people were casually commenting on the video so it was definitely not of Nico Nico. The video was playing and the vocals were good. Kagamine Rin's part was well sang by the female singer and her voice sounded so close to Hanatan's. Kagamine's Len's part was also good too.
I was curious so I head back at their names. "Haru"... then I though she must probably the one whom I met at Colorless and is a member of the Youtube Chorus. "No wonder the female's vocals were good! Ok. No doubt about her" I thought. Now to check on the guy... clicked on the uploader's name and went to his page.
I was expecting someone not from country but as I read through his Profile there was this,
I'm from the Philippines (PINOY FTW!)
So without even finishing reading the sentence I immediately on impulse said, "FUCK!!!" so loud that even my sister from the next room was startled by me saying the bad word. OTL; I-I think I was able to say it due the shock that they did so good and that my mind slipped reading "ForTheWin" to "WhatTheF***."
Aaa but it was so surprising that 2 Pinoys did the collab.! I mean their diction is so good that you can't almost mistake them not being Japanese! Wow... I think I rarely hear Filipinos at youtube sing in Japanese with such good diction thus the shock ^^;; Their matching profile designs are really really cute too (Haru & Apol's)! Also they're lovers.
Initially didn't really like スキキライ/Suki Kirai cause its loud, super upbeat and its somewhat painful to the ears. Was only attracted to it because of the movie and Len *shots* But for some reason I keep on coming back to listen to the song... was my 1st time listening to Len in his Append version. He really sound so mature!
mood: embarrassed icon: castanets music:Bye-Bye Lover歌ってみた【nero】 - this song made me a Nero fan plus the beat & rhythm reminds of the songs by CHEMISTRY (band).
COLORLESS' Uragirino Yuukake Mix is out! [linky] I honestly don't know why I'm so embarrassed listening to this where I can't even distinguish who's who! I can't even find where my voice is in this mix but nevertheless I'm happy & proud for Riku who eagerly mixed & syncronized our craptastic voices.
Wish I could practice singing now that I still have the time but since our younger cousin's staying here for a month, I think I won't be able to accomplish anything. By the time he'll leave (June 10) it'll only be 5 days away before classes starts. Huh, me and my bad luck.
Also added a few services in the toolbar below. More languages are now available under translation, a real time stat, google & w/in the blog searches are is now accessible and most of all the Youtube video gallery feature (my most favorite services of them all).
I don't upload videos but I love to make favorites most especially if its about vocaloids & anything related to Nico Nico Douga. This means, I don't have to bother pasting my favorite videos links here one by one (like what i did in the past) but instead, it can be readily accessible in the toolbar. I AM SO AMAZED BY THIS TOOLBAR!
Try clicking the "Youtube Video" on the white toolbar. The scroll's so COOL! ( *A*)b
Today is one of those days which I stay put in front of the computer totally clueless & uninspired to do something useful. I pretty much hate when these kind of days happen but nonetheless I was able to change few little stuffs in this blog.
The music player on the left corner was changed from its streaming feature to a text/ title. The music playing right now is entitled, "Euphoria" one of the piano pieces found in the :ARIA~Piano Collection~ Stagione album which is also actually one of my most favorite pieces.
Also tried making something that is finally out of Photoshop:
Made use of my remaining PS elements: textures (2), blending modes, eraser & just about 2 brushes. After my computer was reformatted for the 4th time, I didn't bother downloading all the things I've lost. And yes my PS skills is now bloodily rusty ^^;
mood: blah icon: battora music:ARIA~Piano Collection~ Stagione - one of the albums i admire back at imeem & is naming this blog entry after one of its pieces.
Looking back at my old entries, I noticed a lot of typographical errors. I wonder why i didn't noticed all of them when i was checking on my grammar (so embarrassing O////O;). Mah, I suddenly felt like typing again cause it seems like I've been missing a lot of things. I wonder if something good will happen if I do graphics designing again or maybe coding. It seems like I'm too old for these stuffs but I hope its not yet too late. Life is so empty when you don't have that burning passion inside for you to do something.
Summer class is so-so, strict as usual and a lot of us are having a hard time with our Biostatistics. Its difficulty level is almost equivalent to 3 subjects! But the thing that makes the subj. even more difficult for us is none other than our professor._. Honestly its very difficult to follow his pace & he's not that considerate enough towards his students.
Things I've been up to lately is sadly, wasting my time at pinoyselfy.chatango and i think I'll be able to finish the short experimental animation series, Ani*Kuri15 today.
Also I finally decided to download & play the game Starry☆Sky but it'll be on standby as far as i'm still having my summer classes. I'm currently downloading the game at Otome Paradise.
If anyone knows or is willing to play the game then I'll be very much glad to know you.
It'll be my first time to play a visual novel on PC so if I'm not greedy enough, I'd like to have someone to at least relate with :) thank you!~
mood: giddy icon: varia music:Hello Windows by Absorb (That, Is, Halyosy) feat. Hatsune Miku - Miku's melody kinda failed at 1st but gets getting better as the song goes on.
Yesterday I had a Katekyo Hitman Reborn series marathon and didn't noticed i was doing it until it reached till the 5th episode. Quite impossible for a slowpoke internet connection like mine huh? But no... it was very fast. Each episode was divided into 3 parts (that's why) but some parts were choppy and the others weren't so it gave me the chance the to a series marathon. Thank you animecrazy.
Oh and while watching, a character named Spanner caught my interest. I was sqeeing & screaming his name on a pillow while watching each of his scenes lol. die hard fangirl. But the realhighlight about yesterday was my personal discovery of 2 nico nico douga singer's, Gero & Faneru ねる. I know them by their names before but never got interested with their voice until yesterday.
And so, the video that made me love this funny duo (+ ASK):
lol. CRACK MAGNET FTW!!! xDD it kept me laughing till i was in bed.
My hand still has the smell of garlic (yum)... I realized today while i was cooking one dish for lunch that though I'm a sadist for most of things, I'm also a masochist when it comes the things i'm doing =w=; Like what has been happening this week. If i get too much freedom on the things i do (compter all day long) every night before I sleep, I always have this feeling that the whole day was completely useless but when I am forced to do things that contradicts my pace like massaging father's feet, cooking, attenting chores & errands I always feel fulfilled by the end of the day.
Sometimes when people push me to my limits it often brings out the best of me but going along the process is very very hard. I even sometimes cry for it.
Really when your in the ineternet, every new window or tab you open is a new discovery. I can't focus on one window because the other one has this awesome something that you can't even afford to ignore. The symptom develope when i followed more people at Twitter which i'm very grateful at and is truly amazed *A*~
When entering in a random chatroom I recognize the need for a someone (esp. myself TwT;) to know at least a little bit of everything. Its kinda awkward spacing out or being lost on what their talking about and you can't say any other words than: "yes", "no", "yeah" and even some follow up questions xD
If you know about the anime Durarara!!, things about DOLLARS lurking at Ikebukuro and would like to have a normal chat just like them, well your very much well HERE. This chat has rules so make sure to follow them well. Special thanks to Gargron, Ryan A. & company for making this just look exactly like it was in the anime.
mood: calm icon: tempuracrispy music:Rain Stops, Goodbye [4] [8] [Nam] - playing the 4 chorus via winamp because this version has this " I LOVE YOU ♫" part in the ending and i especially love Nam's voice in this song x3
I was supposed to have this post last night but that Japanese Tinier Me avatar simulator caught my attention the whole night and thanks that I got to to chat & do the usual fun stuffs with one of my best friends, Rizza. Were now both in college & go in different universities so we barely even contact each other. But last night we totally had fun laughing & making our so called "dream avies" (tinier me version).
And so our finished product after 1hr & a half: "The TWINS"
[ chihaya] - [ rizza]
○ click on the image for a full & animated view We really didn't expected it to come out looking almost the same! plus the two of us coincidentaly interchanged our styles. I was always supposed to be the "not so girlish" type & she's the "cutety-cute" type of design. lol. Guess we just missed each each other so much.
A while ago before making this post, I was watching Kimi ni Todoke Episode 21... gawd and I cried. Dunno why.... TAT & even while reading that part (last 7 pages of Chap.22 - Chap. 23) in the manga had me teary-eyed! (dang it i'm so emotional. i hate it when i cry x.x) And as of now I'm downloading Kimi ni Todoke OSTs (credit: Metanorn) but still have a long long way before it finishes to download: 3 hours & 5 mins.
mood: lethargic icon: keysmash music:【少年Txそらる】 てがみ 【歌ってみた】
- since yesterday I was so attached to Shounen T's acoustics.
We hand our cooking lab. today but instead of doing it at school we cooked our meal (project) in one of our group mate's home because of the conflict we had in reserving the 'Appartel' for our use. So since we can't use the school's facilities & our goods will get rotten if we won't cooked them within the day; we rode a jeep walked a few meters before reaching the house, cooked for an hour, tasted & ate within 30 mins. and off to school again bringing the whole set for our professor to taste (x_x)
Still a few things happened within that time. the tomato sauce wasn't enough, everytime the jeep driver steps on its breaks the salad might spill, the school guards won't let us in because of we brought a styrofoam (as a package & styrpfoams are prohibited in our school) etc... In the end I got (a) headache & leg aches D: man... i'm beat!
By the way I came through this song before I went to sleep yesterday and recently had a liking with - I kept listening to the song while watching the video and somehow if ever you haven't watched the movie, it can already give you an overall gist of what it is about :)
少年T with そらる singing 「Tegami」!! ♥
Featuring one of my fav. anime movies:Byosoku 5 cm ( 5 Centimieters Per Second)
A letter from you arrived, with your handwriting that I'm so used to
The same old clean, white, simple envelope
I'll read it over and over again
The more I read it, the more your feelings come through
We met that day and walked through the same seasons
Spring, summer, autumn, winter, whenever I remember each one
I think of the uphill road we walked, the narrow road
No matter which memory, they're none of them too strong
Would you turn towards me now?
So many days and months have passed since then
But love doesn't have a statute of limitations
Today I once again think of you with regret
The two of us gently wrap up the memories we left behind
If we ever meet again, you won't look back
For that perfect person
The cold sun shines on your back as you walk away
Since then the days are filled with meaningless graffitti
The scenery outside looks faded for some reason
Before I realize it, I'm writing you a letter again
A love letter like I used to write, just as if nothing had happened
What am I writing now? It's useless
I'm the one who made this decision
Where would we be and how would we be decorating our memories
If we'd stayed together?
The two of us gently wrap up the memories we left behind
If we ever meet again, you won't look back
For that perfect person
The cold sun shines on your back as you walk away
The two of us gently wrap up the memories we left behind
If we ever meet again, you won't look back
For that perfect person
The cold sun shines on your back
The two of us gently wrap up the memories we left behind
If we ever meet again, you won't look back
For that perfect person
The cold sun shines on your back as you walk away
mood: mellow icon: visual blur music:The Vanishment of Haruhi Suzumiya OST → A music related post as promised~ Again, there are far more other versions out there but here are a few honorable mentioned . ENJOY! :)
NEWS: K-ON! gets a 2nd season!!! Comes out on April. [source]
This is a midnight-ish post while waiting for my hair to dry and before my 7:30am shift later this morning. Recently, I've shared our interest on the playlist, "OPM 2025–2026 Late Night Playlist Mix." This single-handedly brought back me and my partner's interest in OPM.
Amongst the artists on the playlist, one stood-out to us the most and that was, December Avenue. Their music had a particular charm and maybe because of us being old-time otakus, it somehow reminded us of 2000's anime music. The more we listened to their songs the more we appreciated their storytelling prowess. How their best ones set them apart in terms of depth through the song build-up, melody, lyrics and vocals. I'm scrambling my brain for the right words but really, they just hit hard. Their songs have feelings to them... or perhaps this is out of nostalgia and is just the type of music me and my partner resonate to.
Though most of their songs are sung in Tagalog, if you're one that gets attracted to music through its melody or how it sounds (most especially after learning about the lyrics) then it's nice to give December Avenue a shot.
Also, just as when we got into their music, we found out too late of their Polaris Tour for Australia and New Zealand. We caught wind of the news exactly on the week of their performance and there was no space for me to wiggle and request for an early out on a Friday evening from work. So, we missed their concert... and the regret has been sinking in deeply week after week.
Felt listening to this song when depression& agitation was about to engulf my emotions last night. And to my surprise, the song felt so perfect for the "moment."
Give Me A Smile (Comfort Song) by: Jung YongHwa
Thisis probably one of the best(very sweet, heartfelt, sincere) comfort songs out there.
1 more day left before the official start of classes *sigh* Basically I think I've done nothing fruitful today and of the whole summer vacation. Nothing as planned did ever happened except that I've fully utilized my time for totally being a lazy bum.
Have quite a number of tabs in here with nico nico ( & youtube) stuffs and its sad how adding "Favorites" in the site is only limited (I don't know if its the real deal but I can't favorite anymore vid. unless I delete one).
So here are just a few plus you guys gotta love them!
mood: surprised icon: castanets music: Feel so Good - Supercell
Was gaping a couple of times exactly like that icon LOL. It started when I was viewing ASK and Hanatan's Kirai Suki duet at youtube. Browsed some more random dubs of the same song when I eventually came across this cover.
Their name's were written in Katakana so I though some singers from Nico Nico made the collab. I looked into the comments and spotted two names, "Apol & Haru". The people were casually commenting on the video so it was definitely not of Nico Nico. The video was playing and the vocals were good. Kagamine Rin's part was well sang by the female singer and her voice sounded so close to Hanatan's. Kagamine's Len's part was also good too.
I was curious so I head back at their names. "Haru"... then I though she must probably the one whom I met at Colorless and is a member of the Youtube Chorus. "No wonder the female's vocals were good! Ok. No doubt about her" I thought. Now to check on the guy... clicked on the uploader's name and went to his page.
I was expecting someone not from country but as I read through his Profile there was this,
I'm from the Philippines (PINOY FTW!)
So without even finishing reading the sentence I immediately on impulse said, "FUCK!!!" so loud that even my sister from the next room was startled by me saying the bad word. OTL; I-I think I was able to say it due the shock that they did so good and that my mind slipped reading "ForTheWin" to "WhatTheF***."
Aaa but it was so surprising that 2 Pinoys did the collab.! I mean their diction is so good that you can't almost mistake them not being Japanese! Wow... I think I rarely hear Filipinos at youtube sing in Japanese with such good diction thus the shock ^^;; Their matching profile designs are really really cute too (Haru & Apol's)! Also they're lovers.
Initially didn't really like スキキライ/Suki Kirai cause its loud, super upbeat and its somewhat painful to the ears. Was only attracted to it because of the movie and Len *shots* But for some reason I keep on coming back to listen to the song... was my 1st time listening to Len in his Append version. He really sound so mature!
mood: embarrassed icon: castanets music:Bye-Bye Lover歌ってみた【nero】 - this song made me a Nero fan plus the beat & rhythm reminds of the songs by CHEMISTRY (band).
COLORLESS' Uragirino Yuukake Mix is out! [linky] I honestly don't know why I'm so embarrassed listening to this where I can't even distinguish who's who! I can't even find where my voice is in this mix but nevertheless I'm happy & proud for Riku who eagerly mixed & syncronized our craptastic voices.
Wish I could practice singing now that I still have the time but since our younger cousin's staying here for a month, I think I won't be able to accomplish anything. By the time he'll leave (June 10) it'll only be 5 days away before classes starts. Huh, me and my bad luck.
Also added a few services in the toolbar below. More languages are now available under translation, a real time stat, google & w/in the blog searches are is now accessible and most of all the Youtube video gallery feature (my most favorite services of them all).
I don't upload videos but I love to make favorites most especially if its about vocaloids & anything related to Nico Nico Douga. This means, I don't have to bother pasting my favorite videos links here one by one (like what i did in the past) but instead, it can be readily accessible in the toolbar. I AM SO AMAZED BY THIS TOOLBAR!
Try clicking the "Youtube Video" on the white toolbar. The scroll's so COOL! ( *A*)b
Today is one of those days which I stay put in front of the computer totally clueless & uninspired to do something useful. I pretty much hate when these kind of days happen but nonetheless I was able to change few little stuffs in this blog.
The music player on the left corner was changed from its streaming feature to a text/ title. The music playing right now is entitled, "Euphoria" one of the piano pieces found in the :ARIA~Piano Collection~ Stagione album which is also actually one of my most favorite pieces.
Also tried making something that is finally out of Photoshop:
Made use of my remaining PS elements: textures (2), blending modes, eraser & just about 2 brushes. After my computer was reformatted for the 4th time, I didn't bother downloading all the things I've lost. And yes my PS skills is now bloodily rusty ^^;
mood: blah icon: battora music:ARIA~Piano Collection~ Stagione - one of the albums i admire back at imeem & is naming this blog entry after one of its pieces.
Looking back at my old entries, I noticed a lot of typographical errors. I wonder why i didn't noticed all of them when i was checking on my grammar (so embarrassing O////O;). Mah, I suddenly felt like typing again cause it seems like I've been missing a lot of things. I wonder if something good will happen if I do graphics designing again or maybe coding. It seems like I'm too old for these stuffs but I hope its not yet too late. Life is so empty when you don't have that burning passion inside for you to do something.
Summer class is so-so, strict as usual and a lot of us are having a hard time with our Biostatistics. Its difficulty level is almost equivalent to 3 subjects! But the thing that makes the subj. even more difficult for us is none other than our professor._. Honestly its very difficult to follow his pace & he's not that considerate enough towards his students.
Things I've been up to lately is sadly, wasting my time at pinoyselfy.chatango and i think I'll be able to finish the short experimental animation series, Ani*Kuri15 today.
Also I finally decided to download & play the game Starry☆Sky but it'll be on standby as far as i'm still having my summer classes. I'm currently downloading the game at Otome Paradise.
If anyone knows or is willing to play the game then I'll be very much glad to know you.
It'll be my first time to play a visual novel on PC so if I'm not greedy enough, I'd like to have someone to at least relate with :) thank you!~
mood: giddy icon: varia music:Hello Windows by Absorb (That, Is, Halyosy) feat. Hatsune Miku - Miku's melody kinda failed at 1st but gets getting better as the song goes on.
Yesterday I had a Katekyo Hitman Reborn series marathon and didn't noticed i was doing it until it reached till the 5th episode. Quite impossible for a slowpoke internet connection like mine huh? But no... it was very fast. Each episode was divided into 3 parts (that's why) but some parts were choppy and the others weren't so it gave me the chance the to a series marathon. Thank you animecrazy.
Oh and while watching, a character named Spanner caught my interest. I was sqeeing & screaming his name on a pillow while watching each of his scenes lol. die hard fangirl. But the realhighlight about yesterday was my personal discovery of 2 nico nico douga singer's, Gero & Faneru ねる. I know them by their names before but never got interested with their voice until yesterday.
And so, the video that made me love this funny duo (+ ASK):
lol. CRACK MAGNET FTW!!! xDD it kept me laughing till i was in bed.
My hand still has the smell of garlic (yum)... I realized today while i was cooking one dish for lunch that though I'm a sadist for most of things, I'm also a masochist when it comes the things i'm doing =w=; Like what has been happening this week. If i get too much freedom on the things i do (compter all day long) every night before I sleep, I always have this feeling that the whole day was completely useless but when I am forced to do things that contradicts my pace like massaging father's feet, cooking, attenting chores & errands I always feel fulfilled by the end of the day.
Sometimes when people push me to my limits it often brings out the best of me but going along the process is very very hard. I even sometimes cry for it.
Really when your in the ineternet, every new window or tab you open is a new discovery. I can't focus on one window because the other one has this awesome something that you can't even afford to ignore. The symptom develope when i followed more people at Twitter which i'm very grateful at and is truly amazed *A*~
When entering in a random chatroom I recognize the need for a someone (esp. myself TwT;) to know at least a little bit of everything. Its kinda awkward spacing out or being lost on what their talking about and you can't say any other words than: "yes", "no", "yeah" and even some follow up questions xD
If you know about the anime Durarara!!, things about DOLLARS lurking at Ikebukuro and would like to have a normal chat just like them, well your very much well HERE. This chat has rules so make sure to follow them well. Special thanks to Gargron, Ryan A. & company for making this just look exactly like it was in the anime.
mood: calm icon: tempuracrispy music:Rain Stops, Goodbye [4] [8] [Nam] - playing the 4 chorus via winamp because this version has this " I LOVE YOU ♫" part in the ending and i especially love Nam's voice in this song x3
I was supposed to have this post last night but that Japanese Tinier Me avatar simulator caught my attention the whole night and thanks that I got to to chat & do the usual fun stuffs with one of my best friends, Rizza. Were now both in college & go in different universities so we barely even contact each other. But last night we totally had fun laughing & making our so called "dream avies" (tinier me version).
And so our finished product after 1hr & a half: "The TWINS"
[ chihaya] - [ rizza]
○ click on the image for a full & animated view We really didn't expected it to come out looking almost the same! plus the two of us coincidentaly interchanged our styles. I was always supposed to be the "not so girlish" type & she's the "cutety-cute" type of design. lol. Guess we just missed each each other so much.
A while ago before making this post, I was watching Kimi ni Todoke Episode 21... gawd and I cried. Dunno why.... TAT & even while reading that part (last 7 pages of Chap.22 - Chap. 23) in the manga had me teary-eyed! (dang it i'm so emotional. i hate it when i cry x.x) And as of now I'm downloading Kimi ni Todoke OSTs (credit: Metanorn) but still have a long long way before it finishes to download: 3 hours & 5 mins.
mood: lethargic icon: keysmash music:【少年Txそらる】 てがみ 【歌ってみた】
- since yesterday I was so attached to Shounen T's acoustics.
We hand our cooking lab. today but instead of doing it at school we cooked our meal (project) in one of our group mate's home because of the conflict we had in reserving the 'Appartel' for our use. So since we can't use the school's facilities & our goods will get rotten if we won't cooked them within the day; we rode a jeep walked a few meters before reaching the house, cooked for an hour, tasted & ate within 30 mins. and off to school again bringing the whole set for our professor to taste (x_x)
Still a few things happened within that time. the tomato sauce wasn't enough, everytime the jeep driver steps on its breaks the salad might spill, the school guards won't let us in because of we brought a styrofoam (as a package & styrpfoams are prohibited in our school) etc... In the end I got (a) headache & leg aches D: man... i'm beat!
By the way I came through this song before I went to sleep yesterday and recently had a liking with - I kept listening to the song while watching the video and somehow if ever you haven't watched the movie, it can already give you an overall gist of what it is about :)
少年T with そらる singing 「Tegami」!! ♥
Featuring one of my fav. anime movies:Byosoku 5 cm ( 5 Centimieters Per Second)
A letter from you arrived, with your handwriting that I'm so used to
The same old clean, white, simple envelope
I'll read it over and over again
The more I read it, the more your feelings come through
We met that day and walked through the same seasons
Spring, summer, autumn, winter, whenever I remember each one
I think of the uphill road we walked, the narrow road
No matter which memory, they're none of them too strong
Would you turn towards me now?
So many days and months have passed since then
But love doesn't have a statute of limitations
Today I once again think of you with regret
The two of us gently wrap up the memories we left behind
If we ever meet again, you won't look back
For that perfect person
The cold sun shines on your back as you walk away
Since then the days are filled with meaningless graffitti
The scenery outside looks faded for some reason
Before I realize it, I'm writing you a letter again
A love letter like I used to write, just as if nothing had happened
What am I writing now? It's useless
I'm the one who made this decision
Where would we be and how would we be decorating our memories
If we'd stayed together?
The two of us gently wrap up the memories we left behind
If we ever meet again, you won't look back
For that perfect person
The cold sun shines on your back as you walk away
The two of us gently wrap up the memories we left behind
If we ever meet again, you won't look back
For that perfect person
The cold sun shines on your back
The two of us gently wrap up the memories we left behind
If we ever meet again, you won't look back
For that perfect person
The cold sun shines on your back as you walk away
mood: mellow icon: visual blur music:The Vanishment of Haruhi Suzumiya OST → A music related post as promised~ Again, there are far more other versions out there but here are a few honorable mentioned . ENJOY! :)
NEWS: K-ON! gets a 2nd season!!! Comes out on April. [source]
♛ SILVERDROPS // chihaya-bliss
Is my small corner in the internet where I convey my thoughts, feelings, success and failures. This is my means of expressing myself & my day to day adventures to the world as my life unfolds. As for the name, Silverdrops just sounded right. Think of it like snow, my thoughts and feelings being compiled.
I felt like I was covered in fallen snow. An illusion perhaps...
Created: August 2007 | Revived & Revamped: April 2026
This blog existed during the peak of blogrolls and indie websites back in the early 2000's ✨ I was young then, so expect some wrong grammar (up until now) and some means of expressions from those times passed in older posts. I have decided to keep things as it is instead of moving on and rebranding. I think in part by doing this, it keeps me grounded; in a way of being unabashed about looking back to how things used to be, and how life was for me at that moment in time (no matter the cringe).
You can say, this place is my very own time capsule ♥️
About me ☁︎
🌟 Hello! I'm often known as Chihaya/ Nxia in the interweb or Ecclair in games (๑•᎑•๑)
A lot has changed since I've started this space but my love for reading blogs and admiring web designs remained the same. I am still though the quiet person who loves to stay within the comforts of her own home. Procrastinating is my best friend as much as I hate it though I try to be a sensible adult for the most part! My life's pretty simple and mundane but I like it that way. My dream is to simply have enough for my basic needs and wants, as well as the occasional indulgence in life's pleasures.
Country: New Zealand; previously PH
MBTI Test: INFJ-A The Advocate (currently) | INFP - The Dreamer (prev.)
Fav. Colors: Red & gold
Season: Autumn
Fav. person: Neh ❤️
lately ☁︎
Last updated: September 2, 2026
🎮 PLAYING:
☕︎ READING:
✦ DragonSword ⭐
✦ Luma Island
✦ Overwatch
✦ The Shadow Sister (The Seven Sisters #3)
✦ Before the Coffee Gets Cold
✦ Blog entries ⭐
Things I'm into that has kept me preoccipied for my leisure // This page used to house a long list of fanlistings but over the years have staled, became inactive or closed has down entirely ☔︎︎
Do we have similar tastes or interests?
Anime Series
yearly highlights
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Click on a year above to see which gets my thumbs-up at that time.
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I've started watching anime at a very young age and so lucky enough to find a partner who shares the same interest ♥
At times we enjoy a good-trash anime such as, KamiKatsu! 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯
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「 Kaguya-sama: Love Is War ▬▬ BNA ▬▬ Ascendance of a Bookworm S2
Haikyu!! TO THE TOP Cour 2 ▬▬ Moriarty the Patriot ▬▬ GREAT PRETENDER
Deca dence ▬▬ Jujutsu Kaisen ▬▬ Is It Wrong to Try to Pick Up Girls in a Dungeon? III 」
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2021 Was loaded with good releases! So this year we've got a main and special mention.
MAIN:
「 Mushoku Tensei ▬▬ That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime ▬▬ 86 EIGHTY-SIX
Shingeki no Kyojin The Final Season ▬▬ Kumo desu ga, Nani ka? ▬▬ BEASTARS S2
Vivy -Fluorite Eye's Song- ▬▬ Kobayashi-san Chi no Maid Dragon S ▬▬ Vanitas no Carte 」
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SPECIAL:
「 Meikyuu Black Company ▬▬ Isekai Shokudou ▬▬ Yuru Camp△ S2
Kimetsu no Yaiba Mugen Ressha-hen ▬▬ Saihate no Paladin ▬▬ Hataraku Saibou!!
Fruits Basket The Final ▬▬ Moriarty the Patriot 2nd Cour ▬▬ Banished from the Hero's Party 」
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「 Overlord IV ▬▬ Isekai Ojisan ▬▬ SPY x FAMILY
BOCCHI THE ROCK! ▬▬ Summer Time Render ▬▬ Chainsaw Man
Cool Doji Danshi (UNDERATED) ▬▬ My Dress-Up Darling ▬▬ Attack on Titan Final S2 P2 」
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「 Tondemo Skill de Isekai Hourou Meshi ▬▬ VINLAND SAGA S2 ▬▬ Sousou no Frieren
Kusuriya no Hitorigoto ▬▬ GOBLIN SLAYER II ▬▬ Shangri-La Frontier
Attack on Titan Final Kono ▬▬ KonoSuba (Megumin Special) ▬▬ Saihate no Paladin Tetsusabi no Yama no Ou 」
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SPECIAL:
「 Mushoku Tensei Ⅱ ▬▬ Handyman Saitou in Another World ▬▬ Skip to Loafer
Dekiru Neko wa Kyou mo Yuuutsu ▬▬ Yuzuki-san Chi no Yon Kyoudai (UNDERATED) ▬▬ Atarashii Joushi wa Do Tennen (UNDERATED)
Tomo-chan wa Onnanoko! ▬▬ Tengoku Daimakyo ▬▬ My Daughter Left the Nest and Returned an S-Rank Adventurer 」
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「 DAN DA DAN ▬▬ Sousou no Frieren ▬▬ Shangri-La Frontier S2
Nozomanu Fushi no Boukensha ▬▬ Jiisan Baasan Wakagaeru ▬▬ Yuru Camp△ S3
Isekai Shikkaku ▬▬ Maou 2099 ▬▬ Chi. -Chikyuu no Undou ni Tsuite- 」
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SPECIAL:
「 Ranma1/2 ▬▬ Spice and Wolf: Merchant Meets the Wise Wolf ▬▬ Tsuma, Shougakusei ni Naru
BURN THE WITCH #0.8 ▬▬ VTuber Legend ▬▬ The Weakest Tamer Began a Journey to Pick Up Trash
Dungeon no Naka no Hito ▬▬ Kono Sekai wa Fukanzen Sugiru ▬▬ Make Heroine ga Oosugiru! 」
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「 Secrets of the Silent Witch ▬▬ From Bureaucrat to Villainess ▬▬ Clevatess
My Hero Academia (Final Season) ▬▬ Campfire Cooking in Another World S2 ▬▬ Orb
Dandadan S2 ▬▬ Witch Watch ▬▬ Apothecary Diaries S2 」
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SPECIAL:
「 Medalist ▬▬ Katainaka no Ossan, Kensei ni Naru ▬▬ Kaoru Hana wa Rin to Saku
Mono ▬▬ Ame to Kimi to ▬▬ Anne Shirley
Futari Solo Camp ▬▬ May I Ask for One Final Thing? ▬▬ Yano-kun no Futsuu no Hibi 」
Fun fact: I use actions games to destress. Specifically PVP games where I get to eliminate other players. This has been a thing since my Uni years all up to now. It's odd because I professionally care for people during the day but delight in besting randos at night (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و
With that said, I am not a naturally skilled player. I'm a true try-hard and a sore loser (๑•́ -•̀)
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Monster Hunter: Wilds
Monster Hunter: World
Divinity: Original Sin 2
Baldurs Gate 3
S4 League
Deep Rock Galactic
Dragon Nest
Overwatch
PC Master Race!!
Add-ons: ✱ Ragnarok Online ✱ Persona 3 ✱ God of War ✱ Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep
Blog pages that are no longer active or frozen in time from when were still young and free. These are still up and running but are no longer being updated. I hope they're all doing well. 𓂃🪶
Oh I've always wanted one of these!
I haven't been trying to get myself out there so I'd be really interested to know how you found me!
(You can also privately message me via DM on the navi bar or here).
GOALS
You've found a semi-hidden section!
Inspired by Karen Napoly's categories of yearly goals. All these might not happen within the year but it's nice to see them written down because if they do then, I bet it'll be very rewarding! So fingers-crossed and I'll do what I can to make them happen ♥ Manifesting all the good vibes possible!
๑ I would like to be more forgiving and easy-going. To be not too strict and stern. To learn to smile genuinely, not because I have to or for the sake of others. To learn how to lightly joke around instead of just mockery. To just let go, take things easily and not be too serious in life!
๑ Be more thoughtful
๑ Stop procrastinating too much.
Health 🩺
๑ To do yoga at least once a week!
๑ To drink more water!
๑ For lab results to be in better ranges this year.
Recreation ✈️
๑ To just go out there and not think bout money too much.
๑ Maybe finally visiting home after 7 years?
๑ To go for more bike rides with my love.
Career 🎓
๑ Staying on top of my CPDs
๑ Record or document studies & certificates.
๑ Master all of the doctor's set-ups.
Love 💌
๑ To not take my love for granted.
๑ To always say thank you & appreciate even the little things that he does.
๑ To get married!
Spirituality 🌻
๑ To at least not forget to pray every night.
๑ To not be afraid to reach out & ask for help.
๑ To rely on Him more.
A goal without a plan is just a wish. -Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊
Stay private.
Work hard.
Dress well.
Eat healthy.
Talk less.
Do more.
Live life.
Be kind.
Stay humble.
Avoid drama.
Chase goals.
𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊
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Come on, I dun bite (•⤙•)
Thank you for stoppin' by!
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