music: Mou Ichido Kimi ni Aitai - Shimokawa Mikuni

I think I'll be whining like a child in this post;; Well first, belated Happy Happy New Year! i'm quite confused on how to construct this post but here goes!

Today I actually did something quite bad to dad. Well its not exactly that i did something but I kinda ignored his request and all his lectures a.k.a sermons about how he'd immediately act on our requests came bugging my conscience. We intended not to give attention to each and it was more like of a silent treatment. Yes I ended up quite sad about it.

After he left I made another short record of twitter's #Smiling2010 meme since someone was planning to compile all memes, mash it up into one song and thus asking for our off vocals. So okay submitted the file and while I was in the 'moment' of recording something, I was thinking of a nice song to give to a good friend.

Songs from anime Full Metal Panic came into mind and then I went searching for the songs. I find most of the songs soooo nostalgic so I turn out downloading songs from the anime. There was this one song missing though and after minutes of frantically searching for it, I finally found it.

Are Kara // From Then On (lyrics & translation) by Shimokawa Mikuni also in Full Metal Panic OST. This happen to be my break up & favorite song before and to my surprise tears would still gush out from my eyes just after listening to the 1st few lines of song for such along time now. I know the lyrics but I couldn't sing along at all from crying (i feel pathetic;;; ). This song had a strong impact to me than I thought. I hope the next time around I would be able to sing along with the song properly.

mood: thankful icon: dawnpearl

music: Suki Dakara (scat) - Katou Idzumi

The other day I got into the same ride with my long-long crush since our houses are pretty close by. I guess I had that "tired" expression on my face while calling for the tricycle to stop and as I saw him, I brought up a wry smile.

Riding on the same tricycle with him brings back memories. Before, I would always hope to catch the same ride with him going to school when we used to be classmates. And at that moment with him again, on the same tric. it suddenly felt so nostalgic...

Along the way to school we talked about how our teams were doing in the competition and that he overslept that morning so he failed to have his attendance signed.

When we arrived at school he treated me for the fair. (yeah... he always did that) Same good old gentleman he really was. Sadly we didn't enter the school together since he was waiting for the change and I was in a hurry for the our dance practice. He insisted for me to go ahead and so did I thanking him as I was taking my leave.

Bitter sweet experience. We coincidentally used to go on the same ride during our 1-2nd yr. in college (the years when we used to be classmates) and its only on that day again that we rode on the same vehicle going to school on our 4th and final year.

music: Kimi to Futari - ClariS

Finished watching Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica today! And my eyes hurt from using the computer while the lights are closed (trying to save electricity or more likely or electric bill from increasing). We can do this eyes... i don't want to use glasses just yet.

Was was quite annoyed by the 1st few episodes honestly. Madoka won't stop crying in every episode and didn't much like the the surreal battle scenes but bah the character's action scenes were good so never mind those hypnotizing graphics.

The anime's ending was certainly satisfactory but really didn't see it coming of Modoka ending up as a God with her wish. Kinda felt bad for what Homura went through, she faced all those troubles alone just to save Madoka and it actually turned out that I like Homura Akemi now~

What I liked about series was its plot having little twist from the usual magical girls type of anime genre. Her wish to-be was the biggest mystery for me but I'm glad she came up with a really unexpected but useful wish for everyone.

UVERworld - Mikageishi (Will That Cast a Beautiful Shadow)
album: UVERworld - AwakEVE

There are a countless number of small crossroads in life
We each have our respective futures that we've chosen up ahead, their shapes will change
But no matter what kind of future, I think that we'll be together
For example, if you hadn't come to the store that we first met in
And if I hadn't noticed you at the crosswalk, where we met for the second time
If we were to meet for the first time today, I would still fall in love with you

The sound of the words "I love you" shines as the days increase
Just by being together in an empty room, everything is so wonderful
With the single phrase "I love you"
You're saying that you can accept all of my bad habits
During those times I fall in love with you so many times that in your heart you'd be embarrassed

"You say that it's for us, but all you do is work"
"I want you to treasure your friends, but do you love me?"
I gave you so many lonely memories that you don't know the answers to these things if you don't ask

Yesterday I heard a conversation that went like this
That Olympic athlete, in his own uniform
Wrote his son's name and got a gold medal
When a person is burdened with something, it makes them stronger
That's definitely something that I say, but what about you?

Just being together gets me through the nights that I shed tears
Smiling and saying "Being too happy is painful", then looking at you
I really thought that I wanted to grow old with you
It's good to cry like a woman, but sometimes it's good to cry like a man too
If we can live each other like human beings
You won't need your fashionable appearance or dignity
And I won't need pretend like I'm tough anymore

When I saw the wonderful scenery, before being moved I thought
I wish I could show this to you
I had planned to live my life for myself, but before I knew it
Your happiness was my own

Knowing the words that I'll say in the next of the constant conversations
I say them right away; Pretending to be annoyed by
The anniversaries that you seem to want to accumulate, the truth is that I'm listening closely
I feel that I want those wishes to come true to what extent that they can
Just a little bit would be fine: I want to get a dog in the house
And have kids, but we're only together sometimes on the weekends
It's definitely not going to be nothing but fun times
But it will be fine as long as we can smile and go to sleep together in the end

Until love that was born with no form goes one day into a world with no form
Because we're connected, the feelings we wish for and our anxieties are the same

Just being together gets me through the nights that I shed tears
Being too happy, there are days when things will get painful
Lovers are all searching, so let's find the answer to true love together

Yuyoyuppe's 「MISERICORDIA」 and Sorairo Club's 「Sorairo Club × Chibita」

music: Mou Ichido Kimi ni Aitai - Shimokawa Mikuni

I think I'll be whining like a child in this post;; Well first, belated Happy Happy New Year! i'm quite confused on how to construct this post but here goes!

Today I actually did something quite bad to dad. Well its not exactly that i did something but I kinda ignored his request and all his lectures a.k.a sermons about how he'd immediately act on our requests came bugging my conscience. We intended not to give attention to each and it was more like of a silent treatment. Yes I ended up quite sad about it.

After he left I made another short record of twitter's #Smiling2010 meme since someone was planning to compile all memes, mash it up into one song and thus asking for our off vocals. So okay submitted the file and while I was in the 'moment' of recording something, I was thinking of a nice song to give to a good friend.

Songs from anime Full Metal Panic came into mind and then I went searching for the songs. I find most of the songs soooo nostalgic so I turn out downloading songs from the anime. There was this one song missing though and after minutes of frantically searching for it, I finally found it.

Are Kara // From Then On (lyrics & translation) by Shimokawa Mikuni also in Full Metal Panic OST. This happen to be my break up & favorite song before and to my surprise tears would still gush out from my eyes just after listening to the 1st few lines of song for such along time now. I know the lyrics but I couldn't sing along at all from crying (i feel pathetic;;; ). This song had a strong impact to me than I thought. I hope the next time around I would be able to sing along with the song properly.

mood: thankful icon: dawnpearl

music: Suki Dakara (scat) - Katou Idzumi

The other day I got into the same ride with my long-long crush since our houses are pretty close by. I guess I had that "tired" expression on my face while calling for the tricycle to stop and as I saw him, I brought up a wry smile.

Riding on the same tricycle with him brings back memories. Before, I would always hope to catch the same ride with him going to school when we used to be classmates. And at that moment with him again, on the same tric. it suddenly felt so nostalgic...

Along the way to school we talked about how our teams were doing in the competition and that he overslept that morning so he failed to have his attendance signed.

When we arrived at school he treated me for the fair. (yeah... he always did that) Same good old gentleman he really was. Sadly we didn't enter the school together since he was waiting for the change and I was in a hurry for the our dance practice. He insisted for me to go ahead and so did I thanking him as I was taking my leave.

Bitter sweet experience. We coincidentally used to go on the same ride during our 1-2nd yr. in college (the years when we used to be classmates) and its only on that day again that we rode on the same vehicle going to school on our 4th and final year.

music: Kimi to Futari - ClariS

Finished watching Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica today! And my eyes hurt from using the computer while the lights are closed (trying to save electricity or more likely or electric bill from increasing). We can do this eyes... i don't want to use glasses just yet.

Was was quite annoyed by the 1st few episodes honestly. Madoka won't stop crying in every episode and didn't much like the the surreal battle scenes but bah the character's action scenes were good so never mind those hypnotizing graphics.

The anime's ending was certainly satisfactory but really didn't see it coming of Modoka ending up as a God with her wish. Kinda felt bad for what Homura went through, she faced all those troubles alone just to save Madoka and it actually turned out that I like Homura Akemi now~

What I liked about series was its plot having little twist from the usual magical girls type of anime genre. Her wish to-be was the biggest mystery for me but I'm glad she came up with a really unexpected but useful wish for everyone.

UVERworld - Mikageishi (Will That Cast a Beautiful Shadow)
album: UVERworld - AwakEVE

There are a countless number of small crossroads in life
We each have our respective futures that we've chosen up ahead, their shapes will change
But no matter what kind of future, I think that we'll be together
For example, if you hadn't come to the store that we first met in
And if I hadn't noticed you at the crosswalk, where we met for the second time
If we were to meet for the first time today, I would still fall in love with you

The sound of the words "I love you" shines as the days increase
Just by being together in an empty room, everything is so wonderful
With the single phrase "I love you"
You're saying that you can accept all of my bad habits
During those times I fall in love with you so many times that in your heart you'd be embarrassed

"You say that it's for us, but all you do is work"
"I want you to treasure your friends, but do you love me?"
I gave you so many lonely memories that you don't know the answers to these things if you don't ask

Yesterday I heard a conversation that went like this
That Olympic athlete, in his own uniform
Wrote his son's name and got a gold medal
When a person is burdened with something, it makes them stronger
That's definitely something that I say, but what about you?

Just being together gets me through the nights that I shed tears
Smiling and saying "Being too happy is painful", then looking at you
I really thought that I wanted to grow old with you
It's good to cry like a woman, but sometimes it's good to cry like a man too
If we can live each other like human beings
You won't need your fashionable appearance or dignity
And I won't need pretend like I'm tough anymore

When I saw the wonderful scenery, before being moved I thought
I wish I could show this to you
I had planned to live my life for myself, but before I knew it
Your happiness was my own

Knowing the words that I'll say in the next of the constant conversations
I say them right away; Pretending to be annoyed by
The anniversaries that you seem to want to accumulate, the truth is that I'm listening closely
I feel that I want those wishes to come true to what extent that they can
Just a little bit would be fine: I want to get a dog in the house
And have kids, but we're only together sometimes on the weekends
It's definitely not going to be nothing but fun times
But it will be fine as long as we can smile and go to sleep together in the end

Until love that was born with no form goes one day into a world with no form
Because we're connected, the feelings we wish for and our anxieties are the same

Just being together gets me through the nights that I shed tears
Being too happy, there are days when things will get painful
Lovers are all searching, so let's find the answer to true love together

Yuyoyuppe's 「MISERICORDIA」 and Sorairo Club's 「Sorairo Club × Chibita」