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✎﹏﹏ Tuesday, March 06, 2012, 5:38 PM 0(comment)

Anxiety or snapping after being betrayed twice this week?
Now I understand the feeling of having a slight anxiety attack.
Hands are cold, clammy and are kinda numb. Feels like crying and experiencing Kussmaul's respiration but gotta hold everything in. I can do this.

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This site ☁︎

♛ SILVERDROPS // chihaya-bliss
Is my small corner in the internet where I convey my thoughts, feelings, success and failures. This is my means of expressing myself & my day to day adventures to the world as my life unfolds. As for the name, Silverdrops just sounded right. Think of it like snow, my thoughts and feelings being compiled.

I felt like I was covered in fallen snow. An illusion perhaps...

Created: August 2007 | Revived & Revamped: April 2026
This blog existed during the peak of blogrolls and indie websites back in the early 2000's ✨ I was young then, so expect some wrong grammar (up until now) and some means of expressions from those times passed in older posts. I have decided to keep things as it is instead of moving on and rebranding. I think in part by doing this, it keeps me grounded; in a way of being unabashed about looking back to how things used to be, and how life was for me at that moment in time (no matter the cringe).

You can say, this place is my very own time capsule ♥️

About me ☁︎

🌟 Hello! I'm often known as Chihaya/ Nxia in the interweb or Ecclair in games (๑•᎑•๑)

A lot has changed since I've started this space but my love for reading blogs and admiring web designs remained the same. I am still though the quiet person who loves to stay within the comforts of her own home. Procrastinating is my best friend as much as I hate it though I try to be a sensible adult for the most part! My life's pretty simple and mundane but I like it that way. My dream is to simply have enough for my basic needs and wants, as well as the occasional indulgence in life's pleasures.

Country: New Zealand; previously PH
MBTI Test: INFJ-A The Advocate (currently) | INFP - The Dreamer (prev.)
Fav. Colors: Red & gold
Season: Autumn
Fav. person: Neh ❤️

lately ☁︎

Last updated: September 2, 2026 ⁠

🎮 PLAYING:	☕︎ READING:
✦ DragonSword ⭐ ✦ Luma Island ✦ Overwatch	✦ The Shadow Sister (The Seven Sisters #3) ✦ Before the Coffee Gets Cold ✦ Blog entries ⭐

find me ☁︎

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Media

Updated: June 12, 2026

Things I'm into that has kept me preoccipied for my leisure // This page used to house a long list of fanlistings but over the years have staled, became inactive or closed has down entirely ☔︎︎

Do we have similar tastes or interests?

Anime Series

yearly highlights

Click on a year above to see which gets my thumbs-up at that time.
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I've started watching anime at a very young age and
so lucky enough to find a partner who shares the same interest ♥
At times we enjoy a good-trash anime such as, KamiKatsu! 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

「 Kaguya-sama: Love Is War ▬▬ BNA ▬▬ Ascendance of a Bookworm S2
Haikyu!! TO THE TOP Cour 2 ▬▬ Moriarty the Patriot ▬▬ GREAT PRETENDER
Deca dence ▬▬ Jujutsu Kaisen ▬▬ Is It Wrong to Try to Pick Up Girls in a Dungeon? III 」

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2021 Was loaded with good releases! So this year we've got a main and special mention.
MAIN:

「 Mushoku Tensei ▬▬ That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime ▬▬ 86 EIGHTY-SIX
Shingeki no Kyojin The Final Season ▬▬ Kumo desu ga, Nani ka? ▬▬ BEASTARS S2
Vivy -Fluorite Eye's Song- ▬▬ Kobayashi-san Chi no Maid Dragon S ▬▬ Vanitas no Carte 」

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SPECIAL:

「 Meikyuu Black Company ▬▬ Isekai Shokudou ▬▬ Yuru Camp△ S2
Kimetsu no Yaiba Mugen Ressha-hen ▬▬ Saihate no Paladin ▬▬ Hataraku Saibou!!
Fruits Basket The Final ▬▬ Moriarty the Patriot 2nd Cour ▬▬ Banished from the Hero's Party 」

「 Overlord IV ▬▬ Isekai Ojisan ▬▬ SPY x FAMILY
BOCCHI THE ROCK! ▬▬ Summer Time Render ▬▬ Chainsaw Man
Cool Doji Danshi (UNDERATED) ▬▬ My Dress-Up Darling ▬▬ Attack on Titan Final S2 P2 」

× MAIN:

「 Tondemo Skill de Isekai Hourou Meshi ▬▬ VINLAND SAGA S2 ▬▬ Sousou no Frieren
Kusuriya no Hitorigoto ▬▬ GOBLIN SLAYER II ▬▬ Shangri-La Frontier
Attack on Titan Final Kono ▬▬ KonoSuba (Megumin Special) ▬▬ Saihate no Paladin Tetsusabi no Yama no Ou 」

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SPECIAL:

「 Mushoku Tensei Ⅱ ▬▬ Handyman Saitou in Another World ▬▬ Skip to Loafer
Dekiru Neko wa Kyou mo Yuuutsu ▬▬ Yuzuki-san Chi no Yon Kyoudai (UNDERATED) ▬▬ Atarashii Joushi wa Do Tennen (UNDERATED)
Tomo-chan wa Onnanoko! ▬▬ Tengoku Daimakyo ▬▬ My Daughter Left the Nest and Returned an S-Rank Adventurer 」

× MAIN:

「 DAN DA DAN ▬▬ Sousou no Frieren ▬▬ Shangri-La Frontier S2
Nozomanu Fushi no Boukensha ▬▬ Jiisan Baasan Wakagaeru ▬▬ Yuru Camp△ S3
Isekai Shikkaku ▬▬ Maou 2099 ▬▬ Chi. -Chikyuu no Undou ni Tsuite- 」

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SPECIAL:

「 Ranma1/2 ▬▬ Spice and Wolf: Merchant Meets the Wise Wolf ▬▬ Tsuma, Shougakusei ni Naru
BURN THE WITCH #0.8 ▬▬ VTuber Legend ▬▬ The Weakest Tamer Began a Journey to Pick Up Trash
Dungeon no Naka no Hito ▬▬ Kono Sekai wa Fukanzen Sugiru ▬▬ Make Heroine ga Oosugiru! 」

× MAIN:

「 Secrets of the Silent Witch ▬▬ From Bureaucrat to Villainess ▬▬ Clevatess
My Hero Academia (Final Season) ▬▬ Campfire Cooking in Another World S2 ▬▬ Orb
Dandadan S2 ▬▬ Witch Watch ▬▬ Apothecary Diaries S2 」

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SPECIAL:

「 Medalist ▬▬ Katainaka no Ossan, Kensei ni Naru ▬▬ Kaoru Hana wa Rin to Saku
Mono ▬▬ Ame to Kimi to ▬▬ Anne Shirley
Futari Solo Camp ▬▬ May I Ask for One Final Thing? ▬▬ Yano-kun no Futsuu no Hibi 」

Channels

Youtube channels i frequent

VLOGS:

Karen Napoly - weekly favourite! sunshine of a person, based in Paris ⭐ Sueddu - slow, urban life in Seoul

Humour/ Life:

Ash Files - reflections | creative humour ⭐ Jenn Im - a long time favourite | articulate, true to herself, a bookworm ⭐ Auranym - relfections | games & artform

Travel:

Enfragments - left 🇱🇺 for the world; cozy travel snippets

Fitness:

Sarah Beth Yoga - yoga I vigilantly do for my mild scoliosis

Shorts:

Dr. Cal - very good to know scientific breakthroughs

Games

plays i sat with for months to years

Fun fact: I use actions games to destress. Specifically PVP games where I get to eliminate other players. This has been a thing since my Uni years all up to now. It's odd because I professionally care for people during the day but delight in besting randos at night (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و
With that said, I am not a naturally skilled player. I'm a true try-hard and a sore loser (๑•́ -•̀)
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PC Master Race!!

Add-ons: ✱ Ragnarok Online ✱ Persona 3 ✱ God of War
✱ Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep

WEBSITES

cool places in the web

Entertained.app - read books while practicing your typing Aether - throw whatever you want to dissapear into the void. Expires in 7 days Futureme - write a letter to your future self Project Gutenberg - old literature works for which U.S. copyright has expired

GPOY

bit more bout myself

Fanlistings

Loved // active listings

leave me a message 🗨

Oh I've always wanted one of these!
I haven't been trying to get myself out there so I'd be really interested to know how you found me!
(You can also privately message me via DM on the navi bar or here).

GOALS

You've found a semi-hidden section!

Inspired by Karen Napoly's categories of yearly goals. All these might not happen within the year but it's nice to see them written down because if they do then, I bet it'll be very rewarding! So fingers-crossed and I'll do what I can to make them happen ♥ Manifesting all the good vibes possible!

Pixel by: apple dust

May 10, 2026

Personal 🌸

๑ I would like to be more forgiving and easy-going. To be not too strict and stern. To learn to smile genuinely, not because I have to or for the sake of others. To learn how to lightly joke around instead of just mockery. To just let go, take things easily and not be too serious in life!
๑ Be more thoughtful
๑ Stop procrastinating too much.

Health 🩺

๑ To do yoga at least once a week!
๑ To drink more water!
๑ For lab results to be in better ranges this year.

Recreation ✈️

๑ To just go out there and not think bout money too much.
๑ Maybe finally visiting home after 7 years?
๑ To go for more bike rides with my love.

Career 🎓

๑ Staying on top of my CPDs
๑ Record or document studies & certificates.
๑ Master all of the doctor's set-ups.

Love 💌

๑ To not take my love for granted.
๑ To always say thank you & appreciate even the little things that he does.
๑ To get married!

Spirituality 🌻

๑ To at least not forget to pray every night.
๑ To not be afraid to reach out & ask for help.
๑ To rely on Him more.

A goal without a plan is just a wish. -Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊
Stay private.
Work hard.
Dress well.
Eat healthy.
Talk less.
Do more.
Live life.
Be kind.
Stay humble.
Avoid drama.
Chase goals.
𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊