Neko

music: [playlist] It was sunny, so I thought of you. 

Hey, It's me :D

It's been a long while! A lot has changed- even the UI when writing a blog's different now. 

Just suddenly wanted to write again. The keyboard on my fingers feels right tonight and I've had a lot of thoughts that I feel it needed to go somewhere. Life has been rough again and remembered that blogging or writing my thoughts down has helped me heaps back then. 

I might do this every now and then... maybe. We'll see. 

One quick rant, I've discovered I might not be one that's into those quick or short-form content. I like Instagram but man browsing endlessly can be overwhelming. The amount and variety of contents you get to see and thrown at you for such a short period of time is too much. 

Life's been complicated recently and I am not really sure what's the right move to secure a stable future. Sometimes I think I might be looking too far into the future that I'm missing out on the present and it's honestly causing me to be very anxious. It hasn't been healthy. Social media too isn't helping.

I want to breathe, to enjoy and be happy for what I've got but, my current circumstances is making it hard. I maybe just being a worrywart so I'm trying to fix things by at least coming back into blogging, writing these thoughts and concerns down. 

On the brighter side, I finally have my love here with me in NZ. Yep, the guy I have been ranting about in my previous posts years ago. Things have been well - better in fact with him around. Although at the expense of our living costs... but we'll get through, for sure!